February 2010
2 posts
i don’t like seeing you hurt. he is hurting you. if you see that, why in the world would you still want that.
we don’t talk alot but i love always knowing i can count on you for a smile :)
i sometimes don’t understand the way you feel.
alot of people asked. i had to say no everytime.
you confuse me like crazy. i don’t know why though. i don’t see you much
last...
soooo
i have solo and ensemble for choir tomorrow
i have a guard competition tomorrow
i sucked at my passoffs
today was an alright day
these past few weeks have been great though
sorry about rambling
ive realized that i am a pretty awkward person… hmmm
thats about it
January 2010
1 post
omygoodness
some people freaking piss me off. please don’t be hypocritical.
December 2009
6 posts
going to north dakota
tomorrow morning! well minnesota, then driving to north dakota as soon as the blizzard clears up which could be as late as sunday. so far our flight out isn’t delayed or canceled and is planned to leave at 10 am. it will be an interesting christmas and it probably won’t really feel like christmas but that’s okay! i’ll be with some of my family and we should have a great...
strangest
choir concert i have ever been apart of. a girl totally passed out and fell from the top of the risers to the floor. hopefully she’s doing alright now. :/
my solo when alrightt. i was soooo nervous though and was shaking so much! lol. after the concert there was a basketball game going on so my brother went to the concession stands to get a hot dog…only my family would do that. haha
things to do this week
try to finish up christmas shopping, there are a few more people i need to get stuff for
band concert
choir concert
musical practice tomorrow, wednesday, and friday
try to go to guard rehearsals as much as possible
choir christmas party
this weekend was pretty good. the clarinet choir concert was really good. emily’s party was so fun! i definitely enjoyed it:) now for a pretty busy...
region
went..alright. im trying SO hard not to be disapointed. i’m not as sad that i didn’t make it. i wasn’t really expecting that. i just didn’t want to get beat by a freshman. :( oh well, i have two more years to get it up to top 9. i really hope the directors dont really take region into concideration for band placement… :/ but for jennie’s sake i hope they do (:...
concerts
out the wazoo this week. lol i’ve always wanted to use that in a sentence. along with musical rehearsal and region band tryouts :/ nervous!!! lol i doubt i will make it, but i will definitely try my hardest. the thanksgiving break was fine. nothin too special. i went to my grandparents house on thanksgiving day, and on friday went to the zoo and made a rainbow cake with jennie(: it was...
November 2009
9 posts
10 things you want for Christmas:
iPhone
pillowpet
clothes
converse
a contra bassoon! heck yes
a second chance at pre-area auditions
musical soundtracks
a trip to new york
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9 musicians/bands (musicals) you love:
wicked
eisley
michael buble
In the Heights
relient k
spring awakening
idina menzel
beatles
secondhand serenade
8 things you do...
“I Might Have To Wait I’ll Never Give Up I Guess It’s Half Timing And The Other Half’s Luck Wherever You Are Whenever It’s Right You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life”
i love this song sooooo much (:
i miss you! dude, we barley see each other anymore :(
that was such a great thing to say to me…thanks…
thank you for always listening even know my stories get boring
i really miss all of yall. i wish i was will all of you in the morning
you are the most confusing person i have ever met
i will always be there for you, please come to me when stuff like this happens
October 2009
4 posts
i honestly don't
try to think i have ANY type of leadership position. i DONT try to be captain. i DONT try to boss you around. so WHAT THE HECK gives you the right to talk about me behind my back and tell people im trying to be the captain?! i know i’m not. other people know i’m not. so stop talking about me behind my back. please.
wednesdayyy
the week is half over (: i havn’t posted in a while soo i’ll just make a list of things
region phase 1 tryouts went well (: now for phase 2 on saturday!! ahhh
i really enjoy the songs on the new relient k cd
a ton of drama is going on in the guard, and its getting WAY out of hand. we’ve already mentioned getting kicked off, and even bringing in the police…its time for...
faithhh thompson!!!!
happy birthday! :)
September 2009
8 posts
this year
is going by tooooo fast!! i cant believe its already homecoming week and TOC is this weekend!! ahhhh!!! were learning rifle work like crazy so we can have it down by friday…woo hoo :/ lol but i think we’ll be fine. my band and choir region music are both going pretty good (: i’m feeling alright about them. my classes are good, not much homework in either core classes and i happy...
im sorry
whats wrong?
i heard that alot today. and im not exactly sure why. i guess i wasnt acting like myself but nothing happened out of the ordinary. nothing to make me feel sad at least. i just dont really feel like myself today. maybe tomorrow i will.
im really worried about region auditions. we’re not practicing it as much as i would hope to in class and i dont think she realizes how soon its coming up....
you
definitely make me smile. why do you have to live so far away??
today
was sooo much better than last week. i did drop a toss and was crazy mad at my self about it, lol. but oh well i’ll get it from now on! im really excited about this weeks game…which is weird cuz im rarely ever excited about games!(: well off to bed.
night
August 2009
11 posts
i dont understand
Everytime i feel like i don’t like you anymore, something happens. alot of the times i dont even know what, but i always comeback to liking you. im sick of liking you. i want to be over you. please let me. i’m trying so hard, the only other way i can think of is to stop talking to you. i absoultly DO NOT want to have to get to that point, but its coming faster than i can handle. your...
ughhh oh my
people freaking do not understand what it means to count to stand still to DO YOUR FREAKING WORK!!!!! and mocking people when they tell you to go to field rest…omygosh yes even if im younger than you!!! omygosh if we dont get it together im going to go crazy…
alright well, that was the extend of my tuesday night rehearsal hopefully next week i’ll have a better tumblr to write....
ah
so much better :)
life
is up and down..
i can’t say its been horrible cuz it hasnt. guard has been fun, even though some of the people are just getting on everyone’s nerves. were all girls. we can’t take 3 weeks of only each other with out getting angry. i talked to a best friend tonight, and i feel kinda upset now. not that she did anything at all but just that she’s right. and i feel..well i...
I'm not really sure.
Today was alright. Up until after guard. Hopefully it gets better. I’ll be praying.
i feel like im swiching moods so often. is this normal?
felt the need to let things out about some people
1) i can talk to you about almost anything thank you for always being there for me
2) im so happy for you! you deserve the best and yall will be great for each other
3) alot of people dont like you. and they have reasons to but your becoming a friend. i dont want to end up hurt like other people. please dont hurt me
4) your so immature. please stop bugging me
5) i wish we both made the effort...
ughhhh!!!
i hate hicups :(
guard
is going pretty good! (: haha i made rifle line and im mucho excited. the show work so far is awesome and im sooooo looking forward to put it to drill. i really need to get to work on my region music for both band and choir if i want to do well this year. i have master class tomorrow and friday…joy. but i think it will be benificial. so i will try not to complain. i also need a new reed so...
so band...
it starts tomorrow
and idk if im excited or not…haha i guess i am but im nervous as well
oh well i’ll let you know how it turns out
byebyeee
i dont know why
i get so worked up about things. this probably isn’t even that big of a deal. but why do i get so upset? i really wish that i wouldn’t. it didnt really help that he said that to me today. it makes me wonder if doing everything im doing is even worth it… sorry if this didn’t make sense to anyone..but i needed to get it out.
July 2009
7 posts
long timee
since i’ve posted anything.
haha not much going on in my life right now. my parents are coming home today. yesterday i saw g-force with jennie (: haha it was fun. hopefully tomorrow i can go to great wolf lodge it will be fun :) i just gotta get money for it.
allrightt peace [:
hmmm...
what to do
what to say
what to think
finally home..
so choir camp was pretty…awful.
theres no way im going without friends next year, and hanging out with the people from hebron was bad. im nothing like them. it got to the point where i was in my room so fed up with them by myself balling. im so lucky to have had my phone i wouldnt know what i would do if i didnt have it this past few days.
but when i got home jessica was there :) hiding in...
july 8thhhh(:
pretty much the best day in the history of the worlddddd
haha its me and jennies holiday! (: but our feet are burned! it suckss mannn
i sugest you wear shoes if your going to be walking outside in texas heat! haha but yeahhh sushi is awesomeee and heros is a good show :)
more laterrrr
peace out girl scout :]
leavinggg
well, im leaving for oklahoma in about 10 minutes. and im not sure if i will have internet there. :( soooo please text me haha ill be in the car very boredddd
be back late sundayy
peace out (:
smelly rooms
suck. idk why. haha
rebeccas party was so much fun!!! (: the surfing thing was a blast and i was so scared. haha but none the less it was awesome!!!! i love hanging out with everyone. :)
well i currently am super tireddd and sitting and listening to musicals (:
haha off to bed now
peace[:
June 2009
17 posts
jenniee and faithh!
yayyy yall are so fun! (: im so glad we got to hang out. watching phantom 7 times was…awesome haha. and the attempt of pulling an allnighter…i pretty much failed at that. transformers 2 was reallly good. and i wasnt that confused. i just want to watch the 1st one now. then trying to push jennie in the pool. haha shes strong…
HOTDOGS WITH JELLY!!!!!!!…enough said (:
well...
sleepovers(:
ilovemesomefaiththompson:
sleepovers with jennie and shelby are so much funn(: they ate hot dogs with grape jelly..hmm, they say it wasn’t that bad but i would never dare to rey it. we went to transformers with jessica, and saw roxanne, chris, and patrick! the movie was good but very longgg. when we got home we watched moulin rouge, confessions of a shop-a-holic, and phantom of the opera (6...