hello?

• i don’t like seeing you hurt. he is hurting you. if you see that, why in the world would you still want that.
• we don’t talk alot but i love always knowing i can count on you for a smile :)
• i sometimes don’t understand the way you feel.
• alot of people asked. i had to say no everytime.
• you confuse me like crazy. i don’t know why though. i don’t see you much
• last weekend was so fun! i’m glad i could spend it with all of yall

• i have solo and ensemble for choir tomorrow
• i have a guard competition tomorrow
• i sucked at my passoffs
• today was an alright day
• these past few weeks have been great though
• sorry about rambling
• ive realized that i am a pretty awkward person… hmmm

thats about it

some people freaking piss me off. please don’t be hypocritical.

tomorrow morning! well minnesota, then driving to north dakota as soon as the blizzard clears up which could be as late as sunday. so far our flight out isn’t delayed or canceled and is planned to leave at 10 am. it will be an interesting christmas and it probably won’t really feel like christmas but that’s okay! i’ll be with some of my family and we should have a great time (: getting stuck in minnesota might have its advantages because my dad said we might get to go to the mall of america on saturday :D super exciting!!! then we will get to go to north dakota and my dad and uncle said i get to drive my own snow cat this year! woo hoo!!! it is going to be SO COLD though! i’m not sure if i am ready for that, but having snow in texas today got me ready..kinda lol. i might have internet access, but i might not so updates as soon as i can get to a computer

night guys, have a great christmas!! :D

choir concert i have ever been apart of. a girl totally passed out and fell from the top of the risers to the floor. hopefully she’s doing alright now. :/

my solo when alrightt. i was soooo nervous though and was shaking so much! lol. after the concert there was a basketball game going on so my brother went to the concession stands to get a hot dog…only my family would do that. haha

• try to finish up christmas shopping, there are a few more people i need to get stuff for
• band concert
• choir concert
• musical practice tomorrow, wednesday, and friday
• try to go to guard rehearsals as much as possible
• choir christmas party

this weekend was pretty good. the clarinet choir concert was really good. emily’s party was so fun! i definitely enjoyed it:) now for a pretty busy week, then christmas break!

went..alright. im trying SO hard not to be disapointed. i’m not as sad that i didn’t make it. i wasn’t really expecting that. i just didn’t want to get beat by a freshman. :( oh well, i have two more years to get it up to top 9. i really hope the directors dont really take region into concideration for band placement… :/ but for jennie’s sake i hope they do (: lol

now for solo time. i am determined to get a solo quick and do uil solo and ensemble this year and not just lisd!